Little Tiara

Evil prof. I don’t care. Blee.

Posted in Uncategorized by littletiara on January 31, 2010

So I found out that my friends, all of them, got either D or E. Now, that’s crazy! I mean, how can one be so evil? The whole class for goodness sake!

And luckily, this class was optional. I’m sure none of us would retake this class.

But thank you anyway for all your kind words. They lifted me up when I was at worst. :D to know that someone cares about you is.. Uplifting :)

and Caro, lol! L’examen n’était pas en français!! Mais c’est un bon idée, j’ai besoin de ton aider, beaucoup.


There’ll always be the first time

Posted in Uncategorized by littletiara on January 29, 2010

I just got my first D


Not that I’m a straight A student, but in all honesty, before this my worst was a C. But now i have one C and one D.

Dear profs, you two, really hate me that much, huh?

Okay, that’s all. Thank you

So little time so much to do

Posted in creaking creativity, moments in life by littletiara on January 22, 2010

I am home now, grasping the idea of the sentence “so little time so much to do”. It feels good using my laptop to write a post again, instead of pressing the little cell phone keypad :D I don’t think I can leave any comment to any of your post, though. I know I’ve been disappearing from the commenting world but I do read them, really. It’s juts that I turned off the visualization and too lazy to turn it on again, thus I can’t comment because there’s a ‘word verification’ thing =_=”

I have twenty four hours time to enjoy the city lights, technologies and family warmth (my favorite!) and after that I’ll have to go back to the village, teaching the little girls math and drawing, playing with some babies, stalking the eye candies (lol) and of course eat the traditional yumm-o foods, oh and help the house owner cooking too.

I went back home with heaps of dirty clothes, the first thing I did when I entered the house was do the laundry but now, few hours later, is raining! And I forgot to take them off, so now I’m thinking if I should put them in the microwave to have them dried… do you think it will work? Don’t ask me where the hell did I get the obviously crazy idea, lol.

ANd I finally meet my dearest little brother! He’s studying abroad, and last week he came back home, I was slightly annoyed to the fact that (I though) I wouldn’t be able to see him, but here I am now! Having a good crazy chat with him! Yay yay yay!

In another notes, I’m trying out, a friend told me to use it, well… so from march on, I’ll upload the monthly wallpaper through, and honestly things will get more complicated but I hope it’s worth it, for every single download I’ll get paid, how much you ask? $o,oo1, which means it’ll take me a long long way to go to reach even $10. I know it’s a really small amount but at least I earn something :) and no worry, you won’t have to pay at all.

Now I’m thinking if I should do the subscribing? So every month I can just send the link to your email, what do you think? Will anyone be interested? Maybe once in a while I can also send you a random artwork :) how does it sound? Yay or nay?

There are heaps I have in my mind right now, like my thesis and its freaking theories I have to read, all boring college-related stuff and plans, the exciting new world of business… I can’t seem to pinpoint which one I want to do first, the stress is somewhat excites me :D weird? I know.

I found eyecandies already!

Posted in Uncategorized by littletiara on January 16, 2010

So it’s only been three days i’m here, but guess what? I’ve found eyecandies already! Not only one, but two!

Yes, I’m THAT good on finding eyecandies.

Do not congratulate me yet, because well they are kind of out of reach.

Eyecandy #1 is too old for me. I don’t really know how old, but he is the uncle of the owner of my guest house, and the owner has two sons already, imagine his uncle? I bet he has at least six grandchildren, or more.

But he is really goodlooking, and a real hardworker too.. Ah, crushie..

Eyecandy #2 is the son of my guest house owner, so we practically living under same roof, hehe.. Sounds good?

But he is four years younger than me, a handsome highschool guy, haha.. Bet he has the cheerleaders swooning over him. A tall, goodlooking rich kind guy, ta-da!

It’s a good thing he’s way younger than me, or else those cheerleaders have to do some fierce catfights with me.


Laugh all you want, at least I have some refreshing stuffs to look at here :P

Oh, and everything is going really well here, my team mates are cooperative and we have some fun programs I’m looking forward to do! Yay!

Guess what?

Posted in Uncategorized by littletiara on January 14, 2010

Guess what?

I’m at the village right now and am actually blogging. Yes dears, I won’t disappear just like that.

The place is actually better than I imagined, hehe.. There’s actually water, electricity and well handphone signal + GPRS

I can’t really speak in their language, though (they use traditional javanese), but I understand what they say. Honestly I feel kind of stupid to only able to answer in yes, no and thank you.

Haha.. but I’ll learn.. Really.

And the place is quite adventurous, hehe we went through forests and hills, oh well, but this seems like a good start :)

So it’s official

Posted in creaking creativity, moments in life, words of the brain by littletiara on January 13, 2010

In few minutes, I’ll be off to sleep.

Hours after that, I’ll wake up, take a bath, and go to uni

Then the research/project will start.



I’m feeling soooo much better now :) thanks to your comments, heaps of sugar and some cute new songs, ah… I’ve prepared myself now. I’ve even asked my friend to bring as many entertainment as possible. And he answered, “no worries, I have 20 films ready to watch in my laptop”, that is my friend! Hahaha…

Only one thing missing, though. CAMERA! My mom is going to use mine so she snatched it away from me –and because I’ll be away for a month, apparently my mom is a cam whore, I am nothing compared to her, really. And my friend’s was kidnapped by his brother, and so we left with no camera.

That won’t do, though. I’ve borrowed from my friend.

There is no way I can spend a month without camera to memorize everything that happened.

And by the way, I’m feeling quite productive today, I finished reading some “stories” for my thesis and also managed to make the February wallpaper. To answer Sarah’s question, yes, I’ll make them monthly, and because I won’t be able to post it by February, I’m doing it now, hehe.

Here comes the February wallpaper made out of the (up to now) your most favorite artwork :)


Well I know I’ve been showing the same artworks over and over again, but I promise later on you’ll see some more new ones, haha… it’s just that I used my favorites in the first months… hehe… :d and of course February has to be all pink and dreamy! Right?

No, not really. lol.

and in a whole different notes:

I hope you all have watched UP! The best Disney-pixar movie to my opinion, ended with a very unique happily ever after and dreams come true, a touching, sweet, romantic, you name it, film. Which actually brought me to tears (uh-oh), it’s quite an old film after all, but hey, that’s not what I’m gonna talk about, I found this picture few days ago.

Cuteness overload!


insecurities and happiness

Posted in creaking creativity, girl talk, moments in life, words of the brain by littletiara on January 12, 2010

Ah. I have like heaps to say, from my insecurities to happiness to wild imagination to confession, but I know clearly I can’t really write about ‘em all in one post. So I’ll choose to talk about the first two.



Being a big daydreamer as I am, the biggest fear I have is for not having my dreams come true. You know how hopelessly romantic I am, how excited I can be talking about marriage and relationships, how I am a truly believer of happy endings.

There’s one very bad thing, though. When I’m not in the right mood, I tend to think of the worst possibility; what if all those only dreams that would never come true? What if I stay single forever? What if I can’t get my own happy ending?

I can never stop daydreaming, though. I just feel that sometimes it’s unhealthy.

In a whole different notes, I’m so happy that people seem to like my artwork, so glad to see the enthusiasm! I can’t open any store yet for I have this upcoming culture project where I have to leave you all, but as soon as the project finished, I’m determined, by then I’ll have my thesis (at least) started and discussed with my professor and a shop will be on the way.

And by the way, I managed to make a desktop wallpaper out of my artwork, so you can use it (oh well, as if you would, lol) they’re available in four different sizes, choose yours, lol.

the original artwork is this one:
red copy




1280*800 (wide screen)

I hope you like them :)

One thing though, I still don’t know how much should I sell my artworks for? lol. Really, selling things is my specialty, but deciding the price? Uh-oh *scratches head*.

So tell me, how much would you pay for a calendar set sized A6 (about 15×10,5 cm)? It’s small I know, but I love small things, I still need to learn to make something bigger, haha, I think I’m too consistent for the word “little” haha.

Just give me a clue of a reasonable prize range, it’s not like I’m Picasso whatsoever, lol. Thank you so much for the help, in advance :)

Another village, another story I hope

Posted in moments in life by littletiara on January 11, 2010


Now, here comes a not so good news from me, after several posts of happiness, guess we need to balance life?

So I have this project coming, a cultural research I call it. Me and my friends will be doing a research for a month about culture in a chosen place, the problem is, the place is kind of… far from technology (and that was one reason why this place was chosen – for its original culture).

In other words, I’ll spend a month there, and I’m not sure if in the coverage network area, I pray for cell phone signal but it doesn’t seem really possible, let alone internet connection.

But maybe I’ll be lucky enough and find that there’s actually a network coverage so I can at least update my blog through my phone. We’ll see.

Honestly, I’m not in my best mood tonight, knowing myself who is a total positive thinker, only one reason can explain it all, right, I blame it on my menstrual cycle.

And I’m being kind of traumatic as to spend times in a village, the last time didn’t end so well, but I hope this one will be different and successful.We’re gonna do this research with some new friends from Norway, and that sounds kind of good to me, yay for new friends! Haha. –well, who knows there’ll be some hot eye candy amongst them, who knows? :d

That said it, so if I disappear for a month, starting January 14th, you know where I am and you don’t need to worry, you’re allowed to miss me, though. :P

I’m ready, are you?

Posted in creaking creativity, giveaway, moments in life by littletiara on January 9, 2010

I’m so happy and relieved that you guys/girls like my artwork, honestly, this is my first time doing something like this, I mean, showing it off and then giving it away, and plan to sell it, sure I’ve joined like heaps of drawing competition but that was all, and not to mention that happened long long time ago, I already forgot how good it feels like when someone actually appreciates what you make. :)

And apparently tonight I found out that I’m not really meant to be with scissors, and lines, and some sort of those things, lol. however I’m pretty proud of what I’ve made :)

Fourteen (including covers) A6 sized artwork printed in a thick 260 gr ivory paper, each has different paintings on it, all handmade with the help of wacom bamboo, Adobe Illustrator, Adobe photoshop and Corel Painter.

I guess you noticed that I changed the design a little, the previous is just too messy, I guess. More so, I’ve always loved dash line, hehe…

Looking at them several times, I got an idea to make it an agenda instead of solely a calendar by putting some blank paper in between the months , what do you think about it? It’ll be more useful, I think.

And this experience also give me more ideas of what I possibly make next, maybe I should start make my artwork a postcard, that’ll be cute to send a friend with my very own personalized postcard, haha :D

Or maybe I should make some of them a downloadable wallpaper? I mean, for free of course! Guess it’s my narcissist side talking, wouldn’t it feel good to know lots of people use your artwork as their desktop background? I bet it almost feels like a singer hearing their own song on the radio.

I have heaps of creative idea running in my little head, and I can smell the dollars already (lol, what a materialistic girl…)

So I’m ready!

What am I ready for? Well, to announce the winner of my giveaway of course! :D

Anyone here getting thrilled? Heheh… Drum roll, please?

Dun Dun Dun… and the winner is…

Mariella of A girl like moi!

Congratulation girl!

I hope I can give every one of you a prize but I know that’s not possible, yet. Just wait, hold on a little longer and later I’ll do it, really. :)

So don’t feel bad for those who doesn’t win, alright? There’ll be next time in the future, I am sure of it :)

ps. My mom woke me up this morning with the “insult of the year”, guess what she said? “Look at you, always sleep, wake up late and when you’re awake you never do anything or create something useful,”

It’s not my fault she’s sleeping while I’m actually create something until 3 AM, and she woke me up at 6?.


Lol. this is stupid, I forgot to ask Mariella to send me her address to my email, gah. lol.

Of your soul and its mate

Posted in girl talk, the best friend, words of the brain by littletiara on January 8, 2010

I just listened to the recorded conversation (again), but this time I decided to listen to the full version (yes, the full 2 hours or so version), somewhere in the conversation; we talked about soulmate.

I didn’t (or rather, couldn’t) really pay attention to what he said about it (for my heart was beating too fast and all), still… now when I listen to it again, I still can’t fully grasp it. As a hardcore fan of anything romantic, the concept of soulmate is still kind of too absurd to me, sure thing I’d love to believe that everyone was meant to be with their special someone, who no matter they go they’ll end up with the soulmate anyway.

But how can we know that the one we ended with is our soulmate? What if somewhere along the road we gave up the relationship?

In the middle of this conversation about soulmate he stated that he wants to write a book about it, about love and soulmate, and knowing his poor ability to write and/or to express his thoughts in words, he asked me to help him. Now, that’s a nice future project, a book about love and soulmate? :)

No, not a story about love and soulmate, but more about its concept and thoughts about it so I might as well start the observation now, do you believe in soulmate?

ps. I texted him the other night and now after I let him know all my feelings towards him, everything seems and feels different, it gives me a funny feeling inside me, I couldn’t even try not to write ‘lol‘ or ‘haha‘ in my every message. This is fun. Haha.

pps. Sorry for keep talking about this very occasion *sigh* I would stop if I could, but I think my brain is still left there, I’ll get it back soon, really. (or not really). Hehe.