Little Tiara

what’s so hard?

Posted in little secrets, moments in life by littletiara on April 5, 2010

I’ll tell you what is my main problem on doing my thesis.

It’s actually funny, it’s the fact that I never really write things in Indonesian and all of a sudden, I have to write about 40 pages of it. That is what we call problem, right? The grammatical system, the structure, the vocabularies, all are different. But that won’t stop me so don’t worry :D

By the way, I’ll be using this blog officially starting today, I find it fun, although I still need to accept the fact that I can’t change my layout (which you can tell is one of my hobby), but it’s fun for the fact I can now reply to each and every of your comments, so don’t forget to put your email address when you leave me a comment, alright?

I have some more to talk about but you ought to know, my thesis is calling me and it’s on my top priority now, so…

ciao bella!


Little secrets special edition

Posted in girl talk, little secrets by littletiara on March 15, 2010

I know I’ve been talking about myself too much, from my daily boring days to whatever happened in my love life, and even what I feel, I think it’s kind of boring but what else should I talk about? I’m a pro about myself, lol.

I have nothing much to talk about, I mean, my life has been pretty normal at last, so I came up to surprise you with some unique things about me, just in case you need more information about me, lol.

1. I love running around the house only in my bathrobe.


I can stay an hour after taking a bath only using my bathrobe and do some house activity, like blogging, or cooking, or whatever. Wait, let me explain, nobody’s in my house and Indonesia’s weather are always too hot for my liking, so bathrobe is a winner! lol.

2. I have this obsession to visit my bloggy friends one by one.


Aka touring around the world mission. I’ll go knock knock on each of your doors and say, “can  I stay in for a night? (or more, lol)”. This will have to start from the nearest one, Claradevi, who lives in the same city as me, I won

‘t stay in her house, though. Followed by Andhari, and then Priscilla Clara (it’s more likely she’ll visit me first, lol), maybe Krissy is in the next line, who knows? lol. If I am to make the list now, it’ll take long because I’ll need world map, lol.

3. I love hiding under the blanket/bedcover.


What’s so not lovely about this? This is why I’m so picky when choosing bedcovers. lol.

4. I have heaps of plushies in my bed.

I at least get one for my every birthday, and I am almost a twenty one year old girl. I think my mom, my friends anyone kept thinking I’m fifteen. It’s okay, though. I love them, well… not as much as I did, but yeah. lol. Not that I mind, it’s just that they’re taking my space too much, lol.

5. Dolls are scary (or more likely, freaky)

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Blame chucky? I know they’re pretty but there’s something about the shiny porcelain/plastic skin, big eyes and all those that makes me shiver looking at them, eww. Maybe because they look so real but at the same time obviously fake? I don’t know.

And by the way, this gallery, is filled with lost of adorable dolls pictures, which I found scary but also beautiful.

I think this post is so unfocused and pointless, lol. I love being random, that’s the 6th!

My world is turning up-up-up and side-side-side and down

Posted in girl talk, little secrets, moments in life, that guy, the best friend by littletiara on March 12, 2010

I just realized I didn’t put up any title in the previous post, lol. Guess I was too caught up with the fact that… oh well, that LOTS of things happened, and I was so wrong thinking everything will end soonest. Later yesterday I found my friend(s) commenting on my La Vie en Rose post. Which practically turned me as crazy as one could be, just in case you forget, in the very first paragraph of that post I’ve written:

Now I just need to pray silently none of my friends read this.


You may say my prayers went unanswered. And honestly, reading these comments from my friend freaked the hell out of me (duh, of course).

There’s something not much people know about me, but now I’m gonna let the world know.

Ever heard of something called ‘Philophobia‘?

It’s the fear of… anything love related, fall in love, being in love, being loved, and such.

Let alone being in a relationship.

I know it’s ironic for someone as addicted to anything romance-related as me is afraid of being in love, but oh well, this isn’t the first time I face this so…

Okay, I’ll talk about this phobia later. Not really the point, although it is in some ways.

on with the story, I was so freaked out when I read my friend commenting, so I decided to just let the guy knows it from me instead of from the gossip, so after contemplating for minutes, I texted him (this is the exact words I sent to him, yes, I wrote him in english)

Look, what am I to you? Are we friends or are we more? For me it’s the latter, though I’m still unsure about it. 

Anyway, I wrote it in my blog and one of our friends read it which means I’m practically dead.

Geez, why is it always me confessing and not the other way around? Stay friends aren’t we?

Aren’t I sound so cool? Blunt and bold and a little bit insane?

Guess what he said in his reply? lol. He only said one word, 


So I explained that I do, though I’m not in any state of a relationship, I enjoy being with him and I just tell him because I don’t want him to know it from his friends instead of me. He answered that he feels the same but choose to take things slowly.

One thing I missed to explain though, that he’s not the one and only I have in mind, I love hopping from one guy to another (which isn’t a good habit but…), sure I enjoy his company, I love spending time with him and do something I’ve never thought of before, but there’s so much more of the boys world I want to unveil and try.

Anyway, we’ve known each other’s feeling, so is it that kind of open relationship? I don’t know. I felt silly when I remember how my romance related stories always end up this way, do you think confessing your feeling to every guys you like is a good thing? lol.

I think I should be thankful that my crushes have a pretty smart mind (remember the best friend?). *phew*

and by the way, I think I miss the best friend. Now it’s his turn to do the duty in the village for two months! Two months! Geez, I miss him muchies.

And and and! My brother is coming home today! Well… he’s coming this morning, and this night he’s coming back to the city he lives in. He’s just plain crazy, really. He arrived here 7 in the morning and back there again 7 in the evening? I need more time to snuggle with him and his craziness…


Not enough of our awesomeness?
Fine, I’l give you more.

I think he beats me in making faces, haha. He’s pro.

And oh, I got my new phone already. Though I’ve been wanting for a 5530 (and actually still secretly want it now), but I and dad couldn’t find it anywhere. So daddy dearest decided to just buy me this E63. Not bad ;D only less stylish, all the facilities I want in 5530 is actually owned by this phone too.

And my internet is BACK! The modem is working properly again! I don’t know what happened, I mean, we didn’t do anything! Really! Hahaha… I’m so happy!
Quite a long post to sum what happened in two days, isn’t it?

Lol. So most people thought those pictures are of me and the crushies, no he wasn’t, that’s my dearest little brother there! ;D haha. I checked it and yeah, I didn’t even explain who that is o.O my bad, lololol.

my little secret – Asian craze

Posted in little secrets by littletiara on December 10, 2009

I’ve decided to share you more about me, lol. So if you’re a stalker and/or my secret admirer, here comes your answer, I’ll tell you my (dirty) little secrets.

I can’t promise to make it weekly/monthly, though. You all should know that I’m not really good in keeping promises, needless to say being in a commitment. (now, that’s one of my dirty little secrets!) I love to disappear and reappear as I wish, but maybe just maybe I really should start practicing being committed on doing something regularly.

let’s call it little secrets.

Here’s my first little secret not so many people knows about. Let’s start it with something not so shocking, or else I’d lost all my readers knowing the true self of this cute little tiara girl. (did I just self-proclaim myself cute? LMFAO!)

I am an Asian obsessed girl


I always believe that in my previous life (you know, before I reincarnated to be an Indonesian), I was a Chinese. I still strongly believe it until now. Please, don’t ask me where did I get the idea, I just feel it. Or at last, it would explain my secret love for anything Asian. Right, Asia the continent is too big for me to be obsessed about, so by Asian here I mean Chinese/Taiwanese/Japanese/Korean.

This lead to my interest towards Asian guys, mwawaha… remember one day I posted a story about me falling for a Japanese guy? And let’s not forget that the best friend is Indonesian, yes, means Asian :P

So I stalk Asian forums, read Asian celeb articles, watch Asian dramas, listen to Asian songs (despite the fact that I don’t understand a word of the lyric), adore some of those good looking Asian entertainers, and I proudly tell you that I have a folder filled with those Asian goodies.

Oh, I even read some Asian fan fictions.

No, wait… I even write some Asian fan fictions!

And just so I can understand some Asian dramas which has no subtitle on it, I learned Mandarin, not that I’m really good on it but at least now I can understand a little (plus reading their facial expression and spoiler from here and there).

Oh, and my friend taught me how to read Korean alphabet, it’s pretty easy to read, but the grammar… Eww… not to mention the pronunciation. I always adore those Korean rappers who raps in Korean lol.

I think I’m just that obsessed, really.

What? You want to know what Asian stuff I’ve been stalking recently?

It’s a Taiwan drama series titled ‘Momo Love’, adapted from a Japanese manga about Tao Hua, a girl who’s never been in a relationship because of her FIVE overprotective brothers always got rid of those boys who ever wants to get close to her, they want the boys to be perfect; can cook, good looking (lol), healthy, smart, etc etc just like they think they are. Until one day she fell in love with Shi Lang, someone who can be considered up to the brothers’ standard.


the main leads; Cyndi Wang as Tao Hua and Jiro Wang as Shi Lang

The first episode, english subbed. I chose this second part, just to show you how scary the brothers can be, and lookie! Love at first sight scene! :D

So, do you want to join the game? Share me us your little secrets! :P