Little Tiara

In Which I have to Adapt All Over Again

Posted in moments in life by littletiara on April 16, 2010

This is finally a post, my thoughts about moving blog…

And I believe this picture pretty much sums up my thoughts and feelings.

This isn’t fun, I lost heaps of my readers, which are my friends, but this isn’t only about the wordpress-blogger thing, it’s about the internet connection. Despite the fact that I can read them, I still can’t comment on any blogger blogs which is kind of depressing because I need to leave comments! I need to let my friends know I read their post, and what I thought about it.

Some, like Nikolett, Krissy, Mel,Manju, NamineLisa and Andhari are reachable through twitter, but those are all.

It feels like I’ve accidentally punched the restart button and… yeah, all resets.

Maybe, God just want me to finish all thesis related stuff, so He cut off everything that will distract me? Well, who knows, He has His mighty way (which I like, usually).

I don’t think I can stay away that far from internet, though. Not to mention I’m contacting my prof through email nightly. Hmm…

I think I need to do daily yoga to keep myself calm, something soothing like this…


Or maybe something far easier…

or to make it even easier, I’ll just buy/make this poster and hang it just right in front of my bed so every time I wake up I’ll see this.

pictures found via weheartit

PS: I love the pictures I picked for this post, lol.


I can’t stop thinking

Posted in creaking creativity, moments in life by littletiara on April 12, 2010

let's go out on an adventure!

I have so many things in mind I can’t just stop thinking to a level where it’s getting annoying. I can’t help thinking about my thesis (of course), I’m thinking about my paperwork too… which isn’t fun, and then I’m thinking about the future business I’d love to drown myself to.

Imagining myself spend my days drawing and coloring and cracking my brain for ideas, or maybe owning a little coffeehouse, or cakery (yes, I choose cakery over bakery) where I too display my artworks and (hopefully) published books. Doesn’t that sound really good?

People can enjoy pancakes, ice cream, coffee or their favorite kind of tea while reading my illustrated book (whatever it is, I’ve planned to make something based on my love towards drawing and writing and reading). How does that sound to you? Would you like it?

A future filled with business and art and cute stuffs is my ideal kind of future, I’ve been thinking of moving to the room upstairs, which is far wider than my current room, I’ll paint it white and decorate it as I want (and make my current room a garage for the future car I’ve planned to buy) so I can have more space to work, but as for now the only thing I need to finish is the damned thesis which I’m quite sure you guys are bored to hear about already.

What I plan to do in near future is to print my hard cover notebooks and give it away to my closest friends, this might mean another giveaway who knows? I’ve been testing out looking for the best quality of paper, printing ink and size and all… I hope when the time come you’ll all love it ;)

Oh, another fun plan is to make myself a sketch book so I can force myself to draw something everyday, I know my friends had given one to me but I still can’t bear to draw anything there yet… haha… I love the crisp blank paper.

A Krissy Special

Posted in creaking creativity, girl talk, moments in life by littletiara on April 6, 2010

Krissy is one of the nicest blogger around, I’m so lucky to have met her through Mel‘s christmas gift swap, we became friends instantly after that I believe, it’s not hard to befriend her anyway. WE got even closer by following each other in twitter, I love the fact that internet makes two girls from very different places so close.

And today, she’s officially 20 24 years old! Yay! Happy birthday pretty girl!

I don’t know what else to say, I just hope you like it. Best wishes to you, because you deserve the best in life! :D

I know, it’s HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISSY on my picture, I swear it’s KRISSY!!! Really!

See… Told you so. lol. By the way, do I make a good japanese girl? Haha…


Oh, look what else I got for you!!! :D

Yep, it’s nashe!

Birthday Galore pt.1

Posted in moments in life, that guy, the best friend by littletiara on April 5, 2010

|What I got for my birthday|

I know my birthday was a long time ago, but I have this habit to celebrate it with my friends weeks later, this years celebration was held last week, and what a coincidence, none of my friends bought their big SLR camera, so we took pictures using cellphones, and I haven’t received any of the pic yet. I got SO MANY gifts I tell you. Here are what I got:

from two of my silliest friends, they’re crazy, this pouch has my university logo on it, notice that it’s kind of smeared? Yes, I tried to remove my university logo. So much for being a good student, lol. But this thing turns out to be really useful, a small pouch that can contain LOTS of things inside, I can even put my books in it. Thank you, boys! lol.

From my bloggy friend, cecillee, she’s so kind! These were an advanced birthday gift from her, when she went to Bali (and Singapore) she remembered to bring me these stuffs, actually there were more, but I didn’t get to take a picture of them *sigh*, will hopefully do later. She sent me lots and lots of earrings, and more jewelries, haha. I’m so loving her gift! ;D

From my friend, Aline. She got her boyfriend from Australia bought this book for me, I couldn’t find the English version here in Indonesia (or I’m just too lazy to go looking for it, haha…). When I opened the wrap (I knew what it contains already, lol) my friends instantly told me that they want to borrow it once I finished reading this book, while actually I have no plan to finish it soon, it’s still in queue… the first book to read in my list? Something about narrative, scheme actantial and Algirdas Griemas.

The best gift of all, from my girls; Nanette, Rian, and Aline (yes, she gives me two). A sketch book and a brush set! Oh my! This is like the thing I want the most recently! I have yet to draw anything on it, I want to wait ’till I have the brightest idea, I don’t want to waste a page, lol. So precious! :D

Actually there are more, but I haven’t took a pic of them yet, and the best friend? Yes, he had bought me something, I still don’t know what it is, though. He forgot to bring it the last time we met (so typical of him, yeah.)

I love birthday with lots of surprises! ;D

This is the first part of my birthday post series, more to come very soon! :D

what’s so hard?

Posted in little secrets, moments in life by littletiara on April 5, 2010

I’ll tell you what is my main problem on doing my thesis.

It’s actually funny, it’s the fact that I never really write things in Indonesian and all of a sudden, I have to write about 40 pages of it. That is what we call problem, right? The grammatical system, the structure, the vocabularies, all are different. But that won’t stop me so don’t worry :D

By the way, I’ll be using this blog officially starting today, I find it fun, although I still need to accept the fact that I can’t change my layout (which you can tell is one of my hobby), but it’s fun for the fact I can now reply to each and every of your comments, so don’t forget to put your email address when you leave me a comment, alright?

I have some more to talk about but you ought to know, my thesis is calling me and it’s on my top priority now, so…

ciao bella!


Posted in moments in life by littletiara on March 24, 2010

I haven’t had enough sleep for two days. Say what? I stayed up until 5 in the morning and slept until seven or eight and go on classes (or more likely meet the professor). As scary as it might sound, I’m glad I enjoy it, like I really do. I’m glad I can finally do something for myself.

The bad side, though. I can’t really go around the blogsphere and commenting on each of your posts, so sorry if I do missed yours, sometimes even reading is too hard to do. That’d explain much of my absence in the blogsphere. I’ll be really active in twitter, though. lol. So sorry if I spam you with my nonsense, especially when you’re not indonesian, i twit a lot in indonesian when i’m tired i suppose

By the way, this far, I like my panda eyes, lol.

Wish me luck, lots of it, ladies :D

Tiara FIGHTING! Haha, that’s what the korean says ;P or Jia You, according to the chinese (well, mandarin), and of course, COURAGE en france :)

And special request here, can you guys/girls just give me a comment not related with studying/goodluck/this post? Hey, this is a challenge, you can just say anything! Haha…


Posted in moments in life by littletiara on March 21, 2010

I’m in this kind of situation:



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I don’t entirely hate it, I just hate the fact that sometimes I just lost the mood, that’s annoying! Have any kind words to help me pass this stage? Any tips? Whoever had gone through this, or simply just… Anyone?

I kept reminding myself.


According to My Clock

Posted in moments in life by littletiara on March 15, 2010

It’s 00:00:01 here, which means march 16th 2010. And that would specifically mean this little tiara is finally…



Now girls, give me a gift with writing my a long precious comment. 
Not just a simple Happy birthday, lol.

I know I sounded so demanding and annoying but Hey, it’s my day today!

My world is turning up-up-up and side-side-side and down

Posted in girl talk, little secrets, moments in life, that guy, the best friend by littletiara on March 12, 2010

I just realized I didn’t put up any title in the previous post, lol. Guess I was too caught up with the fact that… oh well, that LOTS of things happened, and I was so wrong thinking everything will end soonest. Later yesterday I found my friend(s) commenting on my La Vie en Rose post. Which practically turned me as crazy as one could be, just in case you forget, in the very first paragraph of that post I’ve written:

Now I just need to pray silently none of my friends read this.


You may say my prayers went unanswered. And honestly, reading these comments from my friend freaked the hell out of me (duh, of course).

There’s something not much people know about me, but now I’m gonna let the world know.

Ever heard of something called ‘Philophobia‘?

It’s the fear of… anything love related, fall in love, being in love, being loved, and such.

Let alone being in a relationship.

I know it’s ironic for someone as addicted to anything romance-related as me is afraid of being in love, but oh well, this isn’t the first time I face this so…

Okay, I’ll talk about this phobia later. Not really the point, although it is in some ways.

on with the story, I was so freaked out when I read my friend commenting, so I decided to just let the guy knows it from me instead of from the gossip, so after contemplating for minutes, I texted him (this is the exact words I sent to him, yes, I wrote him in english)

Look, what am I to you? Are we friends or are we more? For me it’s the latter, though I’m still unsure about it. 

Anyway, I wrote it in my blog and one of our friends read it which means I’m practically dead.

Geez, why is it always me confessing and not the other way around? Stay friends aren’t we?

Aren’t I sound so cool? Blunt and bold and a little bit insane?

Guess what he said in his reply? lol. He only said one word, 


So I explained that I do, though I’m not in any state of a relationship, I enjoy being with him and I just tell him because I don’t want him to know it from his friends instead of me. He answered that he feels the same but choose to take things slowly.

One thing I missed to explain though, that he’s not the one and only I have in mind, I love hopping from one guy to another (which isn’t a good habit but…), sure I enjoy his company, I love spending time with him and do something I’ve never thought of before, but there’s so much more of the boys world I want to unveil and try.

Anyway, we’ve known each other’s feeling, so is it that kind of open relationship? I don’t know. I felt silly when I remember how my romance related stories always end up this way, do you think confessing your feeling to every guys you like is a good thing? lol.

I think I should be thankful that my crushes have a pretty smart mind (remember the best friend?). *phew*

and by the way, I think I miss the best friend. Now it’s his turn to do the duty in the village for two months! Two months! Geez, I miss him muchies.

And and and! My brother is coming home today! Well… he’s coming this morning, and this night he’s coming back to the city he lives in. He’s just plain crazy, really. He arrived here 7 in the morning and back there again 7 in the evening? I need more time to snuggle with him and his craziness…


Not enough of our awesomeness?
Fine, I’l give you more.

I think he beats me in making faces, haha. He’s pro.

And oh, I got my new phone already. Though I’ve been wanting for a 5530 (and actually still secretly want it now), but I and dad couldn’t find it anywhere. So daddy dearest decided to just buy me this E63. Not bad ;D only less stylish, all the facilities I want in 5530 is actually owned by this phone too.

And my internet is BACK! The modem is working properly again! I don’t know what happened, I mean, we didn’t do anything! Really! Hahaha… I’m so happy!
Quite a long post to sum what happened in two days, isn’t it?

Lol. So most people thought those pictures are of me and the crushies, no he wasn’t, that’s my dearest little brother there! ;D haha. I checked it and yeah, I didn’t even explain who that is o.O my bad, lololol.

Posted in moments in life by littletiara on March 10, 2010

Lots of things happen these days.

1. If you follow me on twitter, you’d know that few days ago i’ve been contemplating on which to buy, a printer+scanner or a new cellphone. Last sunday my dad came home with printer in hand (not literally, of course, lol) i jumped like crazy because i know that’s what i need the most, compared to a new phone. But then on monday, dad called me, guess what he said? He told me he couldn’t find the phone i’ve been wanting. I was shocked, i didn’t know he was looking for it! ‘s okay dad, I love you muchies already knowing how you can read my mind and find what i want.

Dad has this kind of power, really. Whenever i think of something i suddenly crave for, he’ll bring that thing home, i don’t even need to tell him. Lovely.

2. My brother, who is now currently out of town (not abroad anymore) disappeared and scared the hell out of me and my parents, we couldn’t contact him for days and i never met him online anymore. For someone as addicted to computer as him, that’s abnormal.

So my mom sent someone to check him, in his boarding house. When they met him, he was all okay, he’s just having a too busy life where he has to make some physics-olympiade questions and all those genius blah blah he didn’t even bother to recharge his phone. Damn little guy.

3. The weather is so unexpected lately, and there were heavy rain, strong wind and blizzard yesterday, and guess what? My modem, it’s dead, struck by the lightning I guess. That explains this picture-less post. Yes, I’m using my phone again. *sigh*